I went to my Voodoo Dr today! She is so awesome! I took some of the meds that my primary care physician has me taking to see if my body liked the meds for not. My body did like the meds. I had her check to see if my body liked the CBD oil or the THC and my body hates it!!! I kept thinking if I found the right mix it would get rid of the pain... it didn't and now I know why!!! What was so fantastic is that my Voodoo doctor said my primary car doctor is amazing!!! I always knew Dr Lym, was amazing. He takes his time and really listens and works with me to find what works the best for me!!! I also tell my primary care doctor about my Voodoo doctor and asks me what she says and what she has me doing!
Everyone needs to have a doctor as good as my doctor and have a Voodoo doctor as well!!! My therapist, Ms. Rock, gave me a ton of tools to manage my anxiety as well. As you all know that I admire Brene Brown and her teaching about shame and vulnerability. I have to tell a story on myself... When I was first going to my therapist and she was introducing to me that it is okay to be imperfect, I had a panic attack in her office. My therapist realized immediately that she had to really tread lightly with me. I was a person in crisis! Lol I don't know a single person that was in such crisis when they first went to their therapist that they had a panic attack in the therapist's office!! HAHAHA I was seriously in crisis and look at how far I have come!!! I am putting off my surgery to get rid of the tumors on my legs for a while. I want to make sure I have totally healed from my last surgery I had in September! I want to have the tumors gone and to have that pain gone, however, I am not a fast healer and I am allowing myself to not be a fast healer and am waiting! I AM IMPERFECT AND I AM ENOUGH!!!
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I am Ally. I am the center of my universe and I can determine whether to be a victim, survivor or thriver. At one time or another I have been all of the above... I am choosing to thrive!
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