My brother has been here for the past 3 weeks and what a lifesaver that has been!!! My anxiety was hitting all time highs with more than one panic attack in a day!!! If you have ever had panic attacks you know how disabling they can be! My was having a lot of health issues!!! To the point of the New Testament devotionals on Monday's are now no longer held every Monday at her house!!! If you know my mom you know that is a huge difference in her life! There were times in the past when mom could barely walk and we never stopped having the devotionals!!! Mom has admitted that it is so hard for her to go from being a self reliant independent woman to someone that has to rely on caregivers!!! While we were going through these medical set backs it was causing us both to have mega stress. My brother Kent arrived just in time to allow me to have a mini meltdown and let my daily panic meds that have been doubled kick in!!! Hallelujah!!! My brother is an awesome man!!! I see shades of my father in him! (if you know my dad you will understand just what a compliment that is coming from me!!!) Since my panic meds have been doubled I seriously need to start making these T Shirts for my T Shirt therapy!!! If you're happy and you know it it's your meds!!! As the meds are starting to get up to the right levels in my system I am making it back to my normal self!!! (And that is the reason I was able to serenade the telemarketer!!!) The phone was ringing and I decided that it just might be someone I actually wanted to talk to... Alas, it was just another telemarketer... I said hello and then all the background noise of a call center came through along with the caller's voice that had a distinct Asian accent. The telemarketer said hello back (all of a sudden I was transformed back to the Lionel Richie song) hello, is it me you're looking for!!!
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I am Ally. I am the center of my universe and I can determine whether to be a victim, survivor or thriver. At one time or another I have been all of the above... I am choosing to thrive!
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