I have some really big decisions to make right now. I can see the hives forming on my arms and throat! Anxiety is so predictable!!! It comes with small or large decisions! You think I would be use to hives by now.
I remember when I was working at the fist Oak elementary school (I worked at schools that started with Oak and had the eagle as their mascot! I am not quite sure how that happened!) I had received some news about divorce subpoenas again! Between that and other problems I started to break out in hives. They covered my torso, arms and face and as soon as I got out of the school I didn't hold back on itching(scratching). I thought I was only with the paraprofessional that I worked with and then I realized the police officer that did the dare program was in the parking lot as well. We both just sorta stopped and looked at each other (while I continued to scratch everywhere) I didn't know what to say and I just popped out with I am allergic to my ex husband!!! Lol I know he said something about his ex wife. however, I was so focused on the hives that were spreading across my body I have no idea what he said! I will take hives over wanting to cut any day!!! My body needs time to sleep so it can heal from surgeries and anxiety anyway! I hope the benedryl kicks in soon!!!!
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