As you all know I had surgery 2 weeks ago and I was feeling really good for that first week, and then things changed for the worst. I started getting really dizzy (and was even crawling to get to the kitchen or wherever I needed to go. haha what a sight!!!) and I have been having a hard time keeping food in my stomach. The food just wanted to jump right on out. I have been having a hard time keeping food down for a few months now.
I was getting really worried because I felt like even though I am getting rid of the tumors that cause me pain and water retention my over health seemed to be decreasing. When I was having my conversations with Jesus I asked HIM to shout at me what I needed to do. I still wasn't understanding what HE wanted me to do and what I was doing wrong and to please just hit me up the side of the head with a 2 X 4!!! I guess I was just not thinking correctly because Jesus hit me upside the head! My equilibrium was off with my dizziness and when I tried to get out of bed I would all of a sudden be on the floor just barely missing the night stand but hitting the floor really hard. It opened up my healing incisions. Missing the night stand apparently wasn't enough so last night HE decided to take my prayers in a literally fashion and had my head hit the night stand on my way to the floor twice. (Mom asked me what was wrong with my face as it was all swollen and had blood on it from a cut or two!) On my night stand was my discharge orders, Jesus had to take things to an extreme because I wasn't listening!!! In the discharge orders it stated that people who have my disease tend to dehydrate easily and might need an IV to help with this!!! Thank you Jesus for taking my prayer literally and making me understand that I was dehydrated!!! Also in my discharge orders were all the medications I have recently become allergic to because of having so many surgeries so close together!!! This reminded me that I had developed a whole bunch of food allergies as well!!! I understand now Jesus!!! Thank you!!! So if I can't keep the food down I am most likely allergic to it!!! (Don't try to eat it when it doesn't want to stay down!!!) And get electrolytes into your system with a lot of water!!! My human administering angels were right on top of helping me when I sent out the text message of help!!! They brought us diet coke (Yay I know that won't help me physically... It sure helps mentally!!!) wonderful chocolates that have probiotics in them, and emergen - C for the electrolytes!!! My human angels blessed me to help my body and soul get through this!!! Between all the surgeries that put my body into shock increasing my allergies, dehydrating, and anemic from loss of blood I needed the blessing to heal my physical and spiritual self!!! I am back on track! Hallelujah!!!
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