I played a game on facebook about how my year was going to be next year and discovered that it is going to be filled with JOY!!! I also have 11 grand kids with the oldest one 11 and my friends from Utah always make a wish on 11 11 because it is supposed to come true! (I BELIEVE!!!) LOL I have made my wish and it is already starting to come true... I am going through a healing process of physical, emotional, and spiritual and I feel really good about the future! And the here and now. Of course nothing in life happens without a few missteps! I have had my share, however, I am in a better place!
I also happen to love Christmas! It is my favorite time of year! I have been having fun looking at pictures from past Christmas celebrations. My family is a fun family that is Loud, Fun, and can be rude, crude, and socially unacceptable!!! HAHAHAHA!!! What fun we have! I am having to make a ton of decisions, however, these decisions are bringing out the creative side of me! I love being creative, thinking outside the box! I am learning when to say enough decisions for today so I don't put myself into a panic attack!! I am sure it will happen again... that is a part of who I am! My name is Ally. I am imperfect and I am enough!!! :) (the 1st time I heard that I had a panic attack!!! Oh my gosh, looking back it is absolutely hilarious!!! At the time it wasn't) Today I have been a bum. I did some decorating and ran a few errands with mom. (We didn't get out of the car!!! lol) I put leftovers together for lunch and took care of dinner. I discovered again that when mom is hungry she gets the hangrees! (Of course I never do.... yay right!!!) I played on facebook a little and talked with friends. I made plans for the weekend and was figuring out when I had to go to California again to see my navy seal surgeon... He is my hero! I didn't accomplish anything on had on my to do list! Hmmm I guess my to do list can wait until tomorrow. (I am not having anxiety about it... I think away!!! The state of anxiety is so normal to me that I don't always recognize when it is kicking it up a notch or too. I am going with I am not having anxiety other than my norm! Today was a good bum day!
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I am Ally. I am the center of my universe and I can determine whether to be a victim, survivor or thriver. At one time or another I have been all of the above... I am choosing to thrive!
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