ingThe past couple of days have been very full! Especially for me as I am not as recovered as I thought I would be!
Yesterday, I went with my friend and supporter to her appointment with the Voodoo doctor. (I am not seriously going to a VOODOO DOCTOR!!!! I am going to a medical science researcher! :)) Ginger is a research scientist and has been doing this for 30 years. She has a vast knowledge and helps those that western medicine has failed... Like me. Okay back to why I am sharing this... we went to the Voodoo dr and it was the last appointment of the day! When she learned that I wasn't going to be able to go to my next appointment because the stitches aren't dissolving like they are suppose to so she did a quick fit me in! She did the current of energy through me for pre and post surgery to help me heal! And she had been researching about the disease I have (adiposa Doloras) and assured me that she can heal me so that the tumors will not come back after the surgeon removes all of them! When I told her my surgeon had been a Navy seal her reply was oh great because they aren't afraid to tackle the hard cases like other doctors are!!! She agreed with me! Once we figured out that I had this disease then that gave us a focus area to help me. Unfortunately, my friend is not as... well I guess you can say not as lucky as I am. She doesn't have a rare or otherwise disease, there are a lot of things that are causing her problems! She has many things that are wrong with her. There are so many options on what to help her with that it is hard to put a priority. I love her and will help however I can. I hate it because my attempts to help are to keep her spirits and keep a smile on her face! I wish I was to a point I could do more!!! Today my sister, Jen, spent the day with mom! They had lunch together and hung out getting her hair done! ( to look your best: hair, make up and maybe clothes and nails are the armor women put on to keep the outside world of chaos and hurtful words and action from piercing their hearts!!! I personally have felt this to be true for many years!) While Jen and mom were having their day together I was able to go see friends and family before the chaos of the holidays happen! I enjoyed so much being able to just be myself! My friend, D"anna, tells me I am always myself. that I don't say and do what people want to hear. I used to let people pressure me into things in the past. I am working on not letting that happen anymore! There is a song that I absolutely love where it is claimed that "I will stand for my beliefs!!! I absolutely! www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXp09aid-Qo My heart is so full and I feel happy! I also am very tired and ready to fall asleep again watching an UK mystery. (This time Darrah I promise not to let my phone call you at 2:30 in the morning with a 3 minute message of accents describing a murder!!!! You have been a beautiful example to me of someone losing so very much and are making through the dark to light and peace! Thank you!)
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