I had to take mom to the emergency room the other night. It was thought that mom had a blood clot in her leg. Thank goodness it is an infection and not a blood clot! With the way the emergency rooms are set up now because of covid 19 it is a new kind of hell. I was at least allowed to stay with mom the whole time. We got there at 9:30pm and were there until 2:30am. (We were only there for a short time!) The next morning mom was very sick and just kept getting sicker. It was then that I starting reading the papers and realized that they had prescribed mom one of the antibiotics she is allergic too! Oops!! That is all fixed now! I have signed up for an energy healing class! My class starts on Friday! It is online and I will have a mentor! I have wanted to take this class for I believe a couple of years. I finally am able to learn to how to start healing myself and others. I have great anticipation for all that I can learn and do! It also will help me get through isolation days with set times to take the class. Another choice that I made and is really great for me even though I worry I won't be good enough. Then there are other problems and discoveries that are stressful (but then all of 2020 is stressful!!) and I find myself worrying or feeling sad. I recently had to face some truths that I had known existed it is just when they are said out loud it somehow seems way worse and is like a punch to the stomach hurtful. I have definitely learned over the years that I can handle way more than I ever dreamed that I could sometimes I just don't want to.... I believe that everything can be handled better with a good mystery series to stream and comfort food! (just don't let me order groceries late a night when it is a hard time! My mom and brother can tell you how bad of an idea that was!!! LOL Tshirt therapy!
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